before - now - whats next??

Holidays..nothing to do so im going through my old dusty frienster profile..n it funny to read back wut i did for my profile...n i get this for ABOUT ME section :

Im not pure Kenyah,not pure bidayuh too.im just the perfect blend of it. Im the lil one in my family,not petite,just the last one to be born. Hates cats. Yup its cutie lil animals but I just not interested into it. Dun BLAME me! Im looking for Yakuza Moon:Memoirs of a Gangster's Daughter by Shoko Tendo novel. I wane have my own tatoo but scare of the pain.huhu Im confused of what is my favorite colour. Hrmm...pink is feminine,green is cheerful,blue relaxing,how bout rainbow colours? to be fair to all. The best worst things happen to me is when im able to overcome the fearness and being confident of myself. I do believe that imperfect is the real perfect coz it complete each other. For me, it's not so much of what we do, but how it's done. And I think humour is romantic. Sense of humour is the biggest thing for me. I really like to laugh,so the guy has to be really witty with a dry sense of humour. Not the practical jokers though. It annoys me! That's what I think of for a date. I also like open-minded person and simply hate judgemental one. I wonder why people have to be paranoid about someone else...it really annoys me! I talk a lot, I ask a lot, I'm juz curious~~~



 
ahahaa!! this is what i did when in the the midst of teenage ages.. malu malu but i did it! ehehees
Editted version of dat above :
1. im not looking for that novel anymore..*sikpat jumpa,frust ku*
2. i dun wanna have tatoo coz its damn so NOT ME things..ehehe biasalah time remaja remaji lok asa cool jak mun da tatoo p nway it does looks nice to people who really into it..think wise before u guys plan to haf one. ouch!

i remember at that moment, people were busy updating thier friendster profile n one thing that i remember, a person told me " the more friends you have, the more people knows you" .. and when i saw this person profile, sHe-*coz i cannot mention either she or he, secret never tells* got 1000++ friends..gila ka apa! apuuuuuuu nang gila glamer! 

recently people prefer facebook, twitter and the list goes on and what can i say, beware of ur details because stalker are always there to view ur windows of life with this new technology..k time to sleep. sunday -->church..zZzzzzzzzz

im back! *see my footprint here*

whoaaa its been quiet long since i didnt blogging..huhu soory peeps
coz i did this just to fill in the emptiness and there are times where i feel like wanna share things with u.
i know my blog is not the most outstanding,bling bling, updated everyday and even the layout i myself feels sick looking at it, but what im going to say is that i love to share, yes! dats the words to share what goes in my mind while going through the day..perhaps i might find something that in a package to reformat my blog to make it more funky grooooovy or or makes it looks bit matured..eheheee *grin*

am i talking crap here?? NO! coz u are reading this untill i pinch on this lil button to say full stop.

on being naughty!

well nothing much i can say, i just came across this glitter thinggy...


Glitter Graphics ::: Glitterboom.com

ehehee *finger biting* no intention toward anyone just i think its interesting so i post it up here...



kla gudnite! =)

XoXo-stef-XoXo

finally!

late in the evening, right after going out from my LAST OD (organizational development) class,
i was like...

"wow! dats it!"

we are reaching the end tip of our semester =) *hoorrray hoorray*

this whole week was the toughest and lotsa up n down things happened to me.
it really was a roller coaster week! *sigh*
despite struggling in completing the academic stuff,assignments thinggy, i was running here and there preparing for the HRD dinner - the sway n stupid cupid dancing- , and last night the day where all the BRC JPK meeting planned for BRC open day...much more to do on dat...well, just leave it for time being..ehehes =P

final exams is around the corner n frankly speaking i am not ready yet! k fine blame on me
well at least i have given my full commitment to do the best the whole semester...carry mark so far ok n im hoping to do d best for my exams.still have ample time to prepare. *saja to make myself feel relief. ahaxs*
well, lets do some reflection then...

1. I was bit regret coz i didnt make it to meet my target to attend all my classes!! especially Tnd since Joleen got FREE pendrive, 4G lagi tu for her outstanding achievement..aaargh! jealous =P
*the bitchy that doesn't harmful to human being*ahahahaa
how bout make it next sem?? sounds good huh??? k go me,go me~~

2. skipped 1 whole week classes cos i was having flu, coughing etc.i have to be isolated but then im back home to prevent further spreading of viruses which i guess im having ILI dat time,not H1n1 ok?! heeeee
pity me and en experience to sit for statistics exam wearing mask!! luckliy i get through it =) *pat myself on my back*

3. this sem marked me being as one of the college committee members which bit tough for me since it need full commitment. but i promise myself to give my full effort as Exco Kesenian & Kebudayaan. im handling events that going on for my college and i did set up an extra committee under my exco which are divided into few category as traditional dance, modern dance, cheers, band, dikir barat and the list goes on...

4. as members of BAYU(Badan Budaya Unimas) i feel sorry because i did not join for festari MAKUM 2009 at UKM =(
i purposely did not join for this BIG event coz i dont think i can give my full commitment and i need extra focus to my study but hey! i still do LOVES dancing soooo the very much! ^.^

5. im getting used to VARSITY lifestyle where i need to catch up things and the best thing is u learn to prioritize besides stay focus!!

but most of all i realize i improved a lot and i hope the coming semesters will give me more experiences, chances so that i am well develop to unleash the real stephanie fossillian~~ *wink wink*

ooowh baru ku paham..lucu eh!

ku tek ingat mok tdo p sik juak..
kdg sik phm ku mata ku tok..

jap,ku mok cta bnda lain sbnrnya...
pa ku tek bru terpikir ba
dolok ku tek ngegeh, zaman kecik2..asa kiut jak
ku tek suk bercerita ngan bpk ku
memandangkan nya jak nok suka layan cita dongeng ku time ya..ehhe
cta nya cam tok

ku pdh nya,
ku mok umah transparent,ala2 umah kaca la maksudnya mun ku bsr lak
pasya nya boleh2 gik buat dunno,ilek2 jak baca news sik lalek ngen ku nok suk kedirik imagine umah kaca ya tek
ku pdh la umah cam ya kacak, dahla sik pernah org polah umah camya
jimat cat..pande juak ku pk budget di kala umo ya
setelah bertahun2 baru ku phm pahal la bpk ku sik setuju ngan cadangan sik brapa bernas ku ya

nak ka paloi...
zaman mbiak nak lom matured kata urang puteh nak, ne la tauk malu
cuba imagine umah transparent
susah ku mok cta, suma 18SX jak..isk3x
baru ku phm..*angguk angguk ckit* hrmmm

dahla,mok tdo..ehehee nite2!

just a refreshment

*still thinking wut to have my my blog since i havent post any new entry lately*

p/s: blame dis lazy gurl =P

stef