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Finally, thats it! I made it!

2011-05-05T10:08:00.000-07:00

Its 5th of May 2011 where I proudly announce that I had my very last paper for my whole 3 years of study. wooohooo!!! It ended with the final exam of Occupational Safety and Health or we usually simply called it as OSH. *pat pat on my back*

I was so happy when the exam papers had been collected by the examiners, until I reached at my college and the last thing I knew that I left my matrix card and my exam slip at the exam hall. Blame it due uncontrolled excitements :p Since later in the afternoon we were supposed to gathered back for the internship briefing, so I just get back to the faculty earlier just to get my left out things. Luckily it was still there. And I bet its the last time for me to ride the campus bus. I know I gonna miss the times where we are all dead cramp in the bus just to go to class, worst to sit for an exam because if we miss the bus, and we'll miss the exam. Huhuhu...

I was called to update my blog tonight because I feel like to share what I was thinking right now and the most important thing is how I feel about it. You know...when you're done with such a commitment, then suddenly you feel like, okay...that's it, you done Steph.

Ermmm how should I start...

Okay, I started my Bachelor Degree in Human Resource Development way back in 2008. It was few months after I've completed my matriculation in Labuan. Before that, I was a science stream student. I studies pure sciences like Biology, Chemistry, Physics plus Additional Mathematics which drives me crazy at that time. Then I was selected for Matriculation and in I decided to studied life science (which means Biology + Chemistry + Additional Math). Later on when applying for university courses, I told my parents, I don't want to do sciences so I end up taking Human Resource Development or HRD. It was my first choice and thanked God I got it. I knew that I wont be a good scientist so I'd better go for social sciences. I love being around with people, Im talkative, I enjoy socializing, very much.

It takes 3 years for me to complete it and all I can say, its all about commitment. Silent readers out there, if you are about to further your study, think twice because it is not a one-day things to do. Follow your hearts. It needs a lot of sacrifices and you'll get what I meant once you go through it. Sleepless night, due dates of assignments, presentation where its not just talk and talk and talk, the preparation and everything will screw you up and catching up with your studies at the same time. If you think you cannot cope with your SPM, or whether you get STPM or matriculation, bear in mind, its just the beginning. University, a campus life is far much different. Its beyond your expectation.

scenery of University Malaysia Sarawak (UNIMAS)

Life as a student had taught me a lot . I learn to have a passion in everything I do. The more you go, the tougher it can be. Yet, it is worth it because I myself feel that I had unleash the real me, I developed my true self and be serious in what we are doing. Pressures, stress comes and go. You cant just avoid it. Same goes to the sweet moments with friends, naughty things you do during lectures, skip classes for the sack of finishing up assignments or reports and guess what, that what makes you miss the times being a student.

If its not about the study, its about the people around you, and until you realize that, its actually within you. Its just the matter of time when do you realize of who you really are and what you want in life. I was before feeling down when I see there's others who is much better than me, but I keep on reminding myself that I could never compare myself to others. We are meant to be as what God had planned for us. So just go for it and never give up, I meant it.

But still again, I have a long way to go, I wish myself good luck in exploring the real world. I hope I am ready for it and please, be nice to me.

*will share some photos around Unimas later

Till then, God Bless. Graduating soon. bye!

Holy Week

2011-04-21T00:33:00.000-07:00

Hello there! ^^

Since Sarawak's election was over and comes holy week as the Christians are in the final week of lent. I just dont want to talk about the election things because I bet everyone can get to know about it everywhere. Am I right?

So lets prepare our self for this holy week. Just leave aside what we always do for this 4 holy days...and it starts today...

Today is not an ordinary Thursday because we are celebrating the Maundy Thursday. For our church we will have a mass at 6pm and what makes it differs than the previous years is that I get to experience washing people's feet. I did some online readings to help me understand and here is one of the link that is simple yet meaning full. ->

http://www.crivoice.org/cyholyweek.html

Why not spent some time to pray, and make reflections...let us grow spiritually and have faith in HIM. Amen.

Season X

2011-04-16T01:54:00.000-07:00

Hello! Happy Weekend everyone =D

Today is the day for Sarawakian to go out and cast their vote. I'm not into politics but as far as Sarawak development is concern, I do concern about who's next to bring us up. All i want is changes, for a much better place like no other.

Just out of curiosity, what do you think if Sarawak with all the main city (like Betong, Sri Aman, Sarikei, Kapit, Bintulu, Miri, Lawas, Limbang) comes with more than 5 shopping malls, roads are with streetlight along the way, etc etc... *what the real measurement/things that we need to until we can say OK this is what we call well develop state?*

No wonder when my sisters and brother coming back for holiday, they always said there's so much different Here-Sarawak and There (the other part of Malaysia laaa)....look at the time, even its 9pm we are dead silent. Yet when we are in the city, it feels like the night has just started which in real its nearly midnight.

Ermmm ok just for that today. hope for good news tonight regarding the election. till then, bye~

Its been a while

2011-04-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

Yes, its been a while I didn't update on my blog. Just too busy for having a GREAT time and life as a student. Towards the end of it, I feel like wanna share what I have. So just keep in touch.

Love.Faith.Share

ohhh sooo the very LONG LONG time

2010-07-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

boo!! suddenly i feel the ngegehness to start blogging again. not much intention juz to share what ive been thru the days =)

keep in touch * cheh asa surat zaman penpal dulu kala*

sungguh nikmat MENIKMATI sekerem

byee~! ^^

before - now - whats next??

2009-12-05T07:52:00.000-08:00

Holidays..nothing to do so im going through my old dusty frienster profile..n it funny to read back wut i did for my profile...n i get this for ABOUT ME section :

Im not pure Kenyah,not pure bidayuh too.im just the perfect blend of it. Im the lil one in my family,not petite,just the last one to be born. Hates cats. Yup its cutie lil animals but I just not interested into it. Dun BLAME me! Im looking for Yakuza Moon:Memoirs of a Gangster's Daughter by Shoko Tendo novel. I wane have my own tatoo but scare of the pain.huhu Im confused of what is my favorite colour. Hrmm...pink is feminine,green is cheerful,blue relaxing,how bout rainbow colours? to be fair to all. The best worst things happen to me is when im able to overcome the fearness and being confident of myself. I do believe that imperfect is the real perfect coz it complete each other. For me, it's not so much of what we do, but how it's done. And I think humour is romantic. Sense of humour is the biggest thing for me. I really like to laugh,so the guy has to be really witty with a dry sense of humour. Not the practical jokers though. It annoys me! That's what I think of for a date. I also like open-minded person and simply hate judgemental one. I wonder why people have to be paranoid about someone else...it really annoys me! I talk a lot, I ask a lot, I'm juz curious~~~

ahahaa!! this is what i did when in the the midst of teenage ages.. malu malu but i did it! ehehees
Editted version of dat above :
1. im not looking for that novel anymore..*sikpat jumpa,frust ku*
2. i dun wanna have tatoo coz its damn so NOT ME things..ehehe biasalah time remaja remaji lok asa cool jak mun da tatoo p nway it does looks nice to people who really into it..think wise before u guys plan to haf one. ouch!

i remember at that moment, people were busy updating thier friendster profile n one thing that i remember, a person told me " the more friends you have, the more people knows you" .. and when i saw this person profile, sHe-*coz i cannot mention either she or he, secret never tells* got 1000++ friends..gila ka apa! apuuuuuuu nang gila glamer!

recently people prefer facebook, twitter and the list goes on and what can i say, beware of ur details because stalker are always there to view ur windows of life with this new technology..k time to sleep. sunday -->church..zZzzzzzzzz

im back! see my footprint here

2009-12-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

whoaaa its been quiet long since i didnt blogging..huhu soory peeps
coz i did this just to fill in the emptiness and there are times where i feel like wanna share things with u.
i know my blog is not the most outstanding,bling bling, updated everyday and even the layout i myself feels sick looking at it, but what im going to say is that i love to share, yes! dats the words to share what goes in my mind while going through the day..perhaps i might find something that in a package to reformat my blog to make it more funky grooooovy or or makes it looks bit matured..eheheee *grin*

am i talking crap here?? NO! coz u are reading this untill i pinch on this lil button to say full stop.

on being naughty!

2009-10-24T09:58:00.000-07:00

well nothing much i can say, i just came across this glitter thinggy...

Glitter Graphics ::: Glitterboom.com

ehehee *finger biting* no intention toward anyone just i think its interesting so i post it up here...

kla gudnite! =)

XoXo-stef-XoXo

finally!

2009-10-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

late in the evening, right after going out from my LAST OD (organizational development) class,
i was like...

"wow! dats it!"

we are reaching the end tip of our semester =) *hoorrray hoorray*

this whole week was the toughest and lotsa up n down things happened to me.
it really was a roller coaster week! *sigh*
despite struggling in completing the academic stuff,assignments thinggy, i was running here and there preparing for the HRD dinner - the sway n stupid cupid dancing- , and last night the day where all the BRC JPK meeting planned for BRC open day...much more to do on dat...well, just leave it for time being..ehehes =P

final exams is around the corner n frankly speaking i am not ready yet! k fine blame on me
well at least i have given my full commitment to do the best the whole semester...carry mark so far ok n im hoping to do d best for my exams.still have ample time to prepare. *saja to make myself feel relief. ahaxs*
well, lets do some reflection then...

1. I was bit regret coz i didnt make it to meet my target to attend all my classes!! especially Tnd since Joleen got FREE pendrive, 4G lagi tu for her outstanding achievement..aaargh! jealous =P
*the bitchy that doesn't harmful to human being*ahahahaa
how bout make it next sem?? sounds good huh??? k go me,go me~~

2. skipped 1 whole week classes cos i was having flu, coughing etc.i have to be isolated but then im back home to prevent further spreading of viruses which i guess im having ILI dat time,not H1n1 ok?! heeeee
pity me and en experience to sit for statistics exam wearing mask!! luckliy i get through it =) *pat myself on my back*

3. this sem marked me being as one of the college committee members which bit tough for me since it need full commitment. but i promise myself to give my full effort as Exco Kesenian & Kebudayaan. im handling events that going on for my college and i did set up an extra committee under my exco which are divided into few category as traditional dance, modern dance, cheers, band, dikir barat and the list goes on...

4. as members of BAYU(Badan Budaya Unimas) i feel sorry because i did not join for festari MAKUM 2009 at UKM =(
i purposely did not join for this BIG event coz i dont think i can give my full commitment and i need extra focus to my study but hey! i still do LOVES dancing soooo the very much! ^.^

5. im getting used to VARSITY lifestyle where i need to catch up things and the best thing is u learn to prioritize besides stay focus!!

but most of all i realize i improved a lot and i hope the coming semesters will give me more experiences, chances so that i am well develop to unleash the real stephanie fossillian~~ *wink wink*

ooowh baru ku paham..lucu eh!

2009-09-18T10:10:00.000-07:00

ku tek ingat mok tdo p sik juak..
kdg sik phm ku mata ku tok..

jap,ku mok cta bnda lain sbnrnya...
pa ku tek bru terpikir ba
dolok ku tek ngegeh, zaman kecik2..asa kiut jak
ku tek suk bercerita ngan bpk ku
memandangkan nya jak nok suka layan cita dongeng ku time ya..ehhe
cta nya cam tok

ku pdh nya,
ku mok umah transparent,ala2 umah kaca la maksudnya mun ku bsr lak
pasya nya boleh2 gik buat dunno,ilek2 jak baca news sik lalek ngen ku nok suk kedirik imagine umah kaca ya tek
ku pdh la umah cam ya kacak, dahla sik pernah org polah umah camya
jimat cat..pande juak ku pk budget di kala umo ya
setelah bertahun2 baru ku phm pahal la bpk ku sik setuju ngan cadangan sik brapa bernas ku ya

nak ka paloi...
zaman mbiak nak lom matured kata urang puteh nak, ne la tauk malu
cuba imagine umah transparent
susah ku mok cta, suma 18SX jak..isk3x
baru ku phm..*angguk angguk ckit* hrmmm

dahla,mok tdo..ehehee nite2!

just a refreshment

2009-09-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

*still thinking wut to have my my blog since i havent post any new entry lately*

p/s: blame dis lazy gurl =P

stef

missing them

2008-11-14T07:01:00.000-08:00

gurls under the light

vanessa N me

happy with the hamper gifts

p o s e r s ?

a college nite rememberence

enjoy the nite with tutomates

1 guy TOO many gurls?

we are just having fun at the seaside!

vaness ME anderson

gosh!! how i miss the moments with my friends back during college time..

pictures worth a thousand words...

all i wish the very best to all of them

and

we MUST reunite again ^.^ teheheheheee

da.... *lights off , down to sleep*

my first post

2008-11-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

hye there...

its been a while i didn't do this blog stuff...

i did it before but due to my BUSYness * owez a reason for that =P *

i cant really make it as what to say 'update',so delete is the best choice

well since i miss those time to blogging

now im here BACK to fill up the emptyness ^.^